Tuesday, October 13, 2009

So stressed

I'm missing Bicol, our home, my family.

OK, the truth is I'm so stressed because I'm set to make a huge decision before the year ends. I have been thinking about it for about six months now. Only a few knows about it and I'm not ready to reveal it now in this post nor to the people who will be directly affected. I have been praying about it every night that He grants me that prayer because it is for the good of many.

Anyhow, I'm going home for Undas and I hope to regain strength when I get back to face the traffic, too many strangers, and the solo life.

I hope my mind could focus on my work since I'm feeling dizzy, sleepy, and ... I don't know how to explain it.

This is so hard.

Oh, by the way, I'm doing a diet regimen for the Biggest Looser Contest in our office. But I'm not doing it just for the contest. I'm also doing it for health and fashion reasons. Fashion? Yes, why not? Today is my third day of the 'After 6 Diet' and it feels good, though every morning on my way to the office, I crave for so many tasty food, I swear; this is agony. I wish to continue it until at least the last week of November. I will be doing this every weekdays and am going to the gym every weekends. I hope this would prosper and my laryngopharyngeal reflux (LPR) won't get its way.

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